I am writing this at 1:29 in the morning, because I just can’t sleep. I don’t have an internet connection, so I won’t post this until later on, like this afternoon or something, but AAAAAAHHHH...I have a great life right now. Not only did I get the chance to talk to my friend that lives 16ujkn261973n kjhiu162 miles away, but I also got a friend back tonight. All the missed times we were supposed to hang out, all the times I felt completely avoided, it is all ok now. I totally understand, and now that I know that it wasn’t me, I can’t seem to stop smiling. The only thing that breaks my heart is I have to see my friend and know that there is something inside of him that is hurting him, and I hate to see any of my friends hurt, and I know that there is nothing I can do to help, and that totally sucks! Ugghh.. But, I am soooo happy that I know that we are still friends.  Right now I am just sitting here listening to some Gavin Degraw, and yea, it is better than anything. His voice just soothes my everything.. Ahah I just wish there wasn’t anyone in the house so I could turn it way up and sing along, well I can’t call it singing, but more or less making a happy noise. Hahaa.. So I don’t know if I already posted my news but I am not going to central this year. I decided that going to MCC was best for me. So yea, all of you that thought you could get rid of me, well yea, no you can’t. Hahaha.. So yea, even though work is soooooo OVERRATED, I am looking for a new job, so yea, if anyone knows of ANYTHING… let me know.. And no, I will not sleep with you for cash..hahah just putting that out there.. well, I suppose I should try to go to sleep seeing how I have church in the morning..haha.. yea.. church.. hmmmm


Hope everyone is as happy as I am tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!